Thursday, December 31, 2009

Nathan's View of the Moon

"Moon, mama, moon," Nathan announced from his car seat tonight.

"Do you see the moon?" Gayle retorted.

"Uh-huh. It's on."


I'd never thought of it that way before! I have much appreciation for his lunar observation. Now, where is that pull-chain?

Happy New Year,
Dawn

Wednesday, December 30, 2009

Gayle's Boys

Tonight I went to my sister's house to photograph her in the third trimester of her second pregnancy. This is the last time she will be pregnant (or that's the plan anyway). It's a special time that will be gone all too soon. I hope she's savoring and tucking away the sensations of being pregnant somewhere safe in her memory forever. I can only imagine that feeling of having a babe inside and I'm sure my imaginings are not even close to the real experience.

This first (unedited) picture makes me laugh because it more accurately depicts the entire photo experience--Nathan running around begging for juice and not looking at the camera; our tight little photo set-up, clothespins and all; trying to keep Nathan happy--but it's for those same reasons that I love it so.

My sister's boys were squirmy tonight; Justin making waves from inside Gayle's belly which sent the balancing blocks that spelled his name every which way but still, and Nathan charging from room to room with a monotone, yet bouncy, "uuuuhhhhhhhh!" escaping his sweet face.

While Gayle propped herself on the floor for a few pictures, Nathan asked, "Mama, you fall?" Gayle assured him that she was fine and so he played with blocks, building a fine leaning tower. Then he asked again, "You alright, Mama? You cry?"

It's pretty amazing to watch this boy grow and learn. His vocabulary and clarity are improving exponentially. Soon we'll get to see him be a big brother. He knows where his little brother is, which is just crazy to witness. "Kiss your brother!" and he kisses Gayle's belly!


Gayle and her two boys.


(I suppose this won't be the last time Nathan will sit on his brother!)





With great love and respect,
Dawn


Monday, December 28, 2009

Back-blogged

I can hardly believe it has been over two months since my last blog and I have missed this space! I’ve been so busy with my end-of-the-year holiday to-do list, just like so many of us, and so my little cyberspace nook has had to suffer a bit. But here are a list of occurrences that I wish I could have shared in more detail from the past sixty-plus days. I still may try to sneak in a few more details of the below, but in case I can't, here's what I've been up to lately:

Megan and Soccer
Jacob
4th Anniversary
The Dish
Grampa's Visit
Halloween
Making Kringlas
Sarah is 16
Projects with Lauren
Maternity Pictures/ The Warren Family
Dizzy Spells
Nathan's Happy Meal
Kelly, Jen, & Liam's Family Picture
Thanksgiving
“Breaking” - A String of Dilemmas (Computer Breakdown, Jeep Breakdown, Neighbor Break-in)
Polar Express Train Ride
Cuaron Family
Keri & Matt’s Engagement Photos
Kosinski 2010
Santa Claus x 3
Our Christmas Card
A Slow-paced Christmas
Avatar Movie

Just to name a few,
Dawn

Saturday, October 10, 2009

On the Ranch

On the day of our semi-annual family yard sale, I was incredibly distracted by the antics of Nathan and his "Poppy" so I strayed from the various odds and ends among the tables and racks strewn about in the front yard and followed the ranch boys to the backyard.



Nathan has added "mule" (mee-yule) and "tractor" (tra-tor) to his vocabulary, words that come from the mouth of very few 19-month olds. But given his experiences and interests, one can easily see how that happened.

First, a ride on the dolly. I loved those rides when I was little!

Then the intrigue with the Belle, the mule.


And the harness chains for Belle were like a swing for Nathan.

Then, for his favorite: the John Deere tractor.


Already shifting gears.

(He started out in one of his sister's yard sale shirts because he had creme on his arm where a cactus got him, but once we saw all the picture opportunities, we quickly changed him into the most appropriate John Deere green shirt!)

Grandfather and grandson maneuvered circles on the John Deere around the yard.


As I snapped away, Gayle says to me, "This is making him so happy, and by 'him,' I mean both of them."


My dad said with twinkly eyes, "This is what dreams are made of."

Yee-haw,
Dawn

Sunday, October 4, 2009

It's Another Boy!



Inside Gayle's womb grows a baby boy with a steady heartbeat. We all wait eagerly to meet this new being who has already captured the hearts of those who call him son, brother, grandson, nephew, and blessing. But there's no pressure with these roles, little one. Just be.

With much love,
Auntie Dawn

Tuesday, September 29, 2009

Liam at One

And all at once, my little brown-eyed nephew was one year.

But once, he was only one day.


His first birthday party was wonderful.

There was cake,

presents,

friends,

family,

and it wouldn't be like Liam without a good wondering walk.


Happy Birthday, amazing little wonder! I love you!

In Wonderment,
Auntie Dawn

Monday, September 21, 2009

Behind the Fence


Birds gather ornamentally at the tippy top of a bare-limbed tree. Perfectly spaced gaps separate them on their high perch as they sing and chatter loudly at twilight, interrupting each other with both important and frivolous mentionings of the day.

Ignoring the chain link fence below, they suddenly rise together as one entity and swoop through the swirly sky, proving the fence can not confine them like some sort of giant birdcage. I marvel at their cohesiveness and wonder if all that chirping was an orchestrated plan to fly in a great synchronized circle from tree top to invigorating rush and back again, or if their stunt was just a game of follow the leader.



They are free to explore the sky above, but they seem to respect the imaginary boundary line of the fence hugging their tree... all but one, that is. One daring bird brakes away from the flock and crosses that boundary line, maybe to bravely see what I'm all about.

He quickly finds his way back, however, and all the birdies continue their multiple conversations, now oblivious to me on the other side of the boundary line.


They seem to take comfort in numbers and familiarity back behind the fence again. They're within safe boundaries even though they have great capacity for more and the necessary tools to fly away. Even though they're free, they confine themselves to the lure of the tree's best qualities, behind the fence.

It's nice to have a safe, familiar, comforting branch of my own lined with people who are there to push with encouragement or pull with open arms for whenever I beat my wings and venture beyond the comfort of my fence.

From Behind a Fence,
Dawn

Friday, September 11, 2009

Sunny



A dose of sunflowers is a good frown remedy. I happened upon the happiest of flowers as it danced in the sunlight. It waved me over to capture its joy and it easily made me grin. If the corners of your mouth need a lift, may a sunflower find you.

Smiling,
Dawn

Sunday, September 6, 2009

A House of a Different Color

We have a new house! Well, no, not really. It just looks like a new house because we've had it painted.

Before:


After:

The new an improved little house is beaming, and so are we.


Dwelling,
Dawn

Saturday, July 4, 2009

Fireworks & Frogs from Left Field


Our evening of the fourth started out with a hot hike from our wayward parking spot to the gates of Hi Corbett Field to see a Toro's baseball game. How American of us to partake of one of our country's great past times.

Well, apparently, it was a grand idea of thousands of other proud Americans! The park was stuffed and our plans of hot dogs and fireworks bursting over the field were about to change. It was just too much--too crowded, too tight, too much.

So we turned around and hiked back to our car and our new plans were impromptu. First we headed to El Guero Canelos where we enjoyed some authentic Mexican-style, taco-stand cuisine. I got my hot dog after all: a Sonoran style version complete with a bacon-wrapped hot dog, pinto beans, tomatoes, jalapenos, mayonnaise, mustard and grilled onions. Muy bueno!

Then, we were headed home when Gayle, Mike and the kids told us they were at a nearby, tucked-away park to watch the fireworks just west of the freeway, so we did a u-turn to watch the sky with them. "We're in left field," they told us. We swam through the humidity and flying ants to reach them on their beach towels and lawn chairs, little "ohs" and "uh ohs," laughs and worries coming from Nathan as he narrated the evening's display as only he can.

For as crowded and popular as the main road by our neighborhood was with firework watchers on hoods of cars and in the beds of trucks, the park was like a private little haven! We were fixated on the crowd-pleasing bursts of light.

Nathan has just begun to say my name and Kurt's name and it is just the most wonderful thing ever. I'm "Awn" and Kurtis is "Urt." He would say our names as he flip-flopped from lap to lap.

After the light show, we applauded and packed up. On the hike back to the car (for the second time that night), everyone stopped in their tracks when Gayle, Megan and Sarah all three squealed, "Frog!"

I whipped out the camera again. Gayle said, "I hate bugs." And she slapped her leg.


The evening began outside of the gates of left field with dreams of hot dogs and fireworks and what do you know? The evening concluded with tummies nice and full with hot dogs, and in the very grass of left field itself as we watched fireworks in the dark with family, among the frogs.

Happy Independence Day,
Dawn

Wednesday, June 17, 2009

The Queen of the Night


Once a year at the end of May in the magical desert, angelic white flowers called night blooming ceriuses open their delicate, skinny petals for a single night only and the aroma wafting through the air is delicious, strong and sweet. The blossoms do not match their home; in fact, they are pretty much the opposite. For all other days and nights of the year, the spindly cactus looks like a drab dead stick, but really, this unlikely host has the patient, determined hope for an annual, beginning-of-summertime gift--the Queen of the Night herself.










Speckled all throughout the land, the queens are nocturnal and open beneath the moon and stars. The plant collects and stores its energy all year long for this one spectacular night.

The queen is a white that is so pure and bright, she practically glows in dark. Between her beckoning fragrance and and this whiteness, shy giant sphinx months are, no doubt, giddy in anticipation of the sweet drink that awaits them. I read that the nectar inside this flower is twice as concentrated as Coca Cola Classic! But the hawk moths won't come out until the equally giddy spectators go home and when the temperature is just right. Then they'll drink the nectar with their long, tongue-like proboscis and the sticky, yellow pollen will coat their entire body.



Tohono Chul Park hosts a bloom night every year where people can come observe these marvels. Click on the link to read more. It says they may have a second bloom night in late June or early July!

Here, at this gem of a park, the cereus cacti are easy to spot since they are surrounded by chicken wire and the pathways are lit by bagged luminarias. Everyone is a photographer trying to capture the event in all its splendor. People crowd around the flowers with umbrellas, flashes and tripods. Being shy myself, I wonder, camera in hand but not shooting, just watching others and listening to docents educate onlookers. I linger and I wait for the pack to clear out. It says on the park's website that they had 1300 visitors on bloom night this year!





As I meander the trail, the air feels like lake water can feel--the odd mix of both warm and cold currents. It's a perfect evening...except for the crowd. I long to be alone with the blossoms and moths, but sharing the event is the price we pay to even get the chance to witness these amazing specimens on their big night. How lucky I'd be to happen to come across a Queen of the Night in the desert at the exact right time without a mob of people. And honestly, if that ever did happen, I'd want to share it anyway. What a contradiction!

My mother-in-law, June, gave us a baby cereus. Right after I put it in my backyard, something ate it! But it has grown back since then and hopefully in the next five years we'll have our own private showing of a night blooming cereus. Maybe I'll even get to see a moth come by for a drink.



Finally, after 11 PM, I have a bit more space and the occasional alone time with the flowers to admire them and click my shutter on a tripod for 15 to 30 second intervals by the kind blue light of my cell phone. I wish I could hide in the trees like the moths and wait for utter privacy. But I do what I can until I'm pressed to leave. It's close to midnight. Something scurries through the shrubs along the trail, crickets chirp, and cicadas buzz.


The time has come for the moths to take over a now empty park and prepare for the flowers to come back again next year. What a glorious purpose. Thanks, moths. Thanks, dear queens of the night.


Until next year,
Dawn

Wednesday, June 10, 2009

Twinkle, Twinkle Little Spirit

Tonight I saw this commercial on TV and it brought tears to my eyes. There's nothing like a little encouragement to make the spirit soar. This situation could have gone so many different ways and this was definitely the best scenario.



Enjoy!
Dawn

Friday, May 29, 2009

Giraffes Galore

We had such a fun time with the delightful, gentle giraffes at Reid Park Zoo one afternoon.

(If you click on the collages below, they will become larger.)

Their strong yet tame, long gray tongues played tug-of-war with bits of vegetables from our hands and they were tolerant with our teasing. I like to think that giraffes have a good sense of humor. We just wanted to see how far that tongue would reach for a delectable snack. But, still, we would not want to cross their line of friendliness and anger even the sweetest of giants. They are still wild at heart.

I love this awkward, exotic animal; one that is related to our familiar cow, but yet (neck included) doesn't that seem a bit far reached?

Such a joyful experience with them at the local zoo also brings me a little sadness because of their captivity, and all I can hope is that they don't mind their Sonoran-desert-climate-zoo home too much. Thinking of all the space there is out there for them to roam and graze in their native Africa, makes me long for their freedom. But I suppose there are more threats to them in the wild though, too. A friend of my dad's, Lesley, an animal handler at the zoo, was so kind to allow us a longer linger with the tall, spotted giraffes.

Thanks for the gander, you magnificent creatures.

a guilty and hopeful spectator,
Dawn

Tuesday, April 28, 2009

Nathan's First Haircut

Nathan’s first haircut was classic! I tagged along to Mike’s barber shop with Gayle and Mike one afternoon after we realized my sweet nephew was beginning to look like he had a mullet! That had to be taken care of!




Nathan sat cautiously in a booster seat, wrapped in a cape and with a brush in hand to keep him occupied while the barber skillfully and quickly snipped, snipped with her scissors and Gayle and I snapped, snapped with our cameras.




You’d think we were the paparazzi and Nathan were world-renowned! It’s just so fun to capture these firsts!



Nathan looked so worried, as if he knew something was happening to him, but he was a trooper and with his daddy by his side, he had a boost of courage.



He was transforming before our eyes from a baby into a little boy and while I know Gayle and Mike were happy, I could sense a nervousness in them both as they watched their baby’s blond locks flutter to the floor. Every now and then I’d see Gayle’s lower lip fold over, but yet her eyes were smiling. I know she was flooded with the emotions of joy, pride and a little sadness at the thought of how quickly her baby boy is growing. But he’ll always be her baby.


He truly portrayed the model client—so patient and still. His good demeanor was rewarded with a lollipop—his first taste of sugar!

Yes, I do believe he liked it very much.


What a handsome boy! I love the old-fashioned wave atop his head... something that will never happen again!

Admiringly,
Auntie Dawn